hello this is the first journal from my god Zannak Zylain( before he was god)
Have u ever felt alone and unwanted like a rock that no one can see the true beauty inside just to be thrown into a river that just will not stop thrashing u. Have you ever been put down so fucking low by people you question your own existence. Have you ever been so desperate to find love that you are willing to take others love away, have you ever wanted to end your life just to find you are to much of a FUCKING coward to slit you own throat to the point you gag to regain your breath. Have ever ....... wanted .... NOT TO BE FUCKING BORN!